Friday, July 11, 2008
Jing Pei Yi Shu Wen Hua!
Oh finally! Aftersuch a looooong time, i'm finally updating this blog again! =) To be exact, it's been about a month since i last updated and it's because Snoopy has been quite busy in recent times that this blog had collected quite a few cobwebs! .
Anyway, 5th month is coming right up in 2 days time!! =))))) Rmb how we started out? Lots of uncertainties about each other and lots of questions? Now, it's gonna be our 5 month anniversary! Really really lucky and glad that you woodstock is mine. =)
Right now, we're about 1/5 closer to achieving our target of 2yrs! Time really flies huh. Anyway, was talking to my buddy during one of the lectures and he told me 99% of breakups happen during NS! Sounds exaggerating huh? haha. I told him im sure me and my woodstock can be that 1%. =)
Perhaps i should have seen this coming but it hit me real hard when you called me few days back and told me that you may not be free on future Saturdays. =(( That really made my heart sank as i can only see you at most twice in a week now and u being busy on weekends will further decrease the time i can spend with you. =( Seems like an obstacle is coming our way huh? For the first time, i had trouble looking on the bright side of things! It really spoils the week ahead and my morale was at an all time low. I would feel very lousy every morning and watch as seconds ticked by hoping and hoping for book out day. It took me quite some time before i thought of what my ex-commander has told me. It was about us all being very fortunate people, blessed with good health and living in a country free from natural disasters. It was only then, that i realised it wasnt that bad not being able to see you often. Definitely better then those who can't even see their woodstocks for more then a month or even a year? Guess i've been taking for granted the fact that you will be safe every weekend to meet me. =) Had we been in other countries, i would be dead worried whether i can see you on a weekend and wondering when the next typhoon or earthquake is going to strike. Despite this, im still missing my woodstock ALOT ALOT throughout the week. Can't wait to see her again... =( Seems like a tough road ahead but i want to go through this difficult period with no one but YOU! Yupyup, it's my one and only Low Pei Wen. =) I still want to be with you even if i feel the pain of missing you everyday and when the going gets tough. You're the only one i wanna give all my love to at the moment and i don't see that changing at all.
Was thinking what we were talking on the bus last week along the line of how you were made for me and vice versa? You're everything i'm not while i've also things you've not. Since like we were brought together so as to discover things from each other huh? Coincidentally, our names too suggest this. Jing Yi seems to imply me respecting the arts while yours about you repsecting the culture? Ok la, may not be the exact meaning as my chinese sucks but i think u got what i'm trying to say? hahaha. Like to think that we're made for each other u know. One thing for sure, i'm very sure i made the right choice as you're perfect for me dear. =) I want to be your guardian angel that protects you and make you the most loved girl in the world. Would always smile to myself whenever i thought of you hugging me tightly as i would hug you and telling me you feel like the luckiest girl having a boyfriend like me. =D I hope i can make you feel like this forever and ever and i hope we won't have to part one day because you're simply the one that taught me how to love and how to love YOU!
Loving you is so simple because you're beautiful. Its true hor! From the bottom of Snoopy's heart! =D
Snoopy loves loves loves his woodstock so much much much that even the big big big obstacle will not stop him from giving all the love love love in the world to his special someone like you you YOU! Muacks!
P.S. Sorry to put you through this difficult month of July dear. =( Make you miss me so badly while i can't do a thing. It's not your fault that you'll be busy on future Saturdays so don't blame yourself ok? I don't blame you for it too. I see it as an obstacle thats testing our relationship and our love for each other and im sure we won't have to part one day. =)
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signing off at 11:17 AM
