Saturday, April 26, 2008
After 17 Days
Hello Mr Diary, its been super duper long since i last used you! All because i was starting my life as a soldier! Such a sad thing that i already tendered my resignation but it takes 1 yr and 10 months to finalising my resignation! haha. Anyway, the past 17 days has been both emotionally heart-wrenching for me as well as physically stressing for me. More importantly, i missed my little Piglet sooooo much that i was dying to see her after not seeing her for 18 days! The longest time i've not seen her!
Since i've been in there, i tried my best to make full use of my admin time (free time) in making calls to her every night no matter how tired i am. Truth is, hearing her voice was enough to make me smile and forget the tiring trainings and the pain of missing her soooo much for that day. Thankfully, i clicked well with my bunk mates which make my stay in Tekong all the more easier. Still, not being to see her as often, often bring tinges of sadness to my heart.
On 19th April, it was her 19th birthday! But sadly, i was stuck in Tekong. Was very disappointed that i could not celebrate her birthday with her. =( But before my enlistment, i had already made her a birthday gift and had passed it to her sis to pass it to her! =) Nv last minute hor! =) haha. The next morning, i received a text from her saying she was touched and shocked upon receving the present! Hopefully that present was able to make you feel special on your day dear! =) Knowing you smiling on your birthday was enough to make me concentrate for the day!
Soon, days passed and a week passed and suddenly, its book out day! The day before, i was sooo excited about getting to see my Dear again but then the stupid flu bug hit me and that hit the air out of me! I was quite upset. Having flu means i may not get to kiss or even hug my little honey bee since i do not want to risk spreading that dreadful flu to her... I drank lots of water for the remaining of my days in Tekong and even ate a few Flu tablets but to no avail.
On book out day, i was so glad to be able to go back to Singapore again! Even the sight of civilian life was enough to cheer me up! But the highlight of the day was no doubt, meeting you!! I decided to spring a surprise by dropping by your workplace before meeting my parents for dinner. Apparently, the 'clever' you anticipated what i planned to do and therefore, you werent really surprised! =( Nevertheless, the sight of you puts a BIG smile on my face. You looked the same and you too agreed i did not change much too! Is it good or bad? haha.
The next day, we had decided to go to East Coast Park but before that, i bought a birthday cake as i had promised you that i would celebrate a belated birthday with you on the 26th! =) Hope its counted even though the cake is a little small! =p Somehow, i kissed you overhead and it was the first time i had kissed you that way! Something i would bring back with me to Tekong! =) Sweet memories to add to our love journal? We too kissed in my room and it was the first time a girl had ever lie on my bed u know? And of course, it was the first time i kissed a girl on my bed! All reserved for a special someone like you Low Pei Wen!
Reluctantly, i had to force myself to go to ECP since its turning 3.30pm soon! We took 13 and made our way to ECP before laying out our 'mat' and eating your belated birthday cake and a cornflake. You then asked me some naughty qns and started laughing and laughing and couldn't stop! A typical crazy peiwen huh? haha. Lying down and spending time idling with you by the beach was one of the best thing that i will always treasure you know? =)
As usual, time flies again and its soon 6.30! We packed and wade around the shores before heading to MAC to wash our sandy legs. Realising it was late, we cab down to Meiling St and joined my family for dinner. Halfway through, you received a call from home saying your dad was having gastric pains and it seems serious. You had to reach home early. On the way home, you asked me if i ever felt sick of you from your constant 'must reach home early' policy and truth is, i did not felt that way ever before leh... No lies! Love you way too deep to think of you that way! =) You're the one girl at the moment that can really make my world crumble by simply walking out on me. Dare not imagine such a thought... Whenever i thought of that, i will quickly refocus myself and force some other thoughts into my mind so as not to project that painful image in my mind!
Loving you as always be it in Tekong or in Singapore!
P.S. will not run away even if the sun rise from the west! Yup, thats another promise i have for you which i'll gladly honour. =)
`iRained
signing off at 10:30 AM
