Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Opening Ceremony Of My Heart! =)
By the time im done with this post, it would have been a fortnight since i had my first ever girlfriend! And boy, did i enjoyed every second of it. (Its true! No lies!) Time seems to whiz by fast everytime im with her. Hours seem like mere minutes... I always cant bear to see her home as it would take a few days before i can get to see her again...
Anyway, many things happen in our first 2 weeks... Unlike many couples who might soak themselves into each other's love and company, we started questioning whether a lasting relationship is on the cards and if we really loved each other. After some 'enlightenment', i realised i did not make any mistake and am happy i did something right! (familiar?) =) I hope she feels the same too.
Many a times, i wanted to let her know its alright to tell me if she realised she had made a mistake and wanted out, but i just can't bare to lose her... Am i being selfish? Plenty of thoughts visited my little mind and i started having thoughts that she had indeed made a mistake but was too afraid to say anything... This would often send me into a spiral of mixed emotions as i wondered why am i feeling so down despite the best thing having happened to me! Arent i a silly guy who thinks alot? I think so. =x
After some heart to heart talks with her ( im glad i did!), we realised we were creating obstacles for ourselves by asking questions we cant answer! haha. Weird couple arent we? It was then we decided to enjoy each other's company and deal with each and every obstacle that may come our way! Im sure we can after our PW days!! =) I hope im still your rainbow after 2 weeks and for many weeks to come! Just want you to know that i really appreciate having a girlfriend like you and will give my all to fend you from other jealous wolves out there!
Had anyone told me 2 months back that i would be able to hold you in my arms, fit my hands into yours or even lock my lips against yours, i would have dismissed the thought as merely a sweet dream... Yet right now, all this is happening right infront of my very eyes and i couldn't have asked for more except to give all the love in the world to my very special someone. For many years, i dreamt abt my first kiss, my first holding of hands and even my first hug. Now, im re-living my dreams and am glad YOU are the one im sharing it with. No regrets. No looking back. Just pure happiness at the thought of a super sweet YOU.
I feel so lucky i managed to steal your heart and shall keep ur heart deep deep inside me. Dear, you always tell me 2 yrs is already very good but i don't think its enough! Im looking way way beyond that! Ready to go on this looooong and crazy journey with me?
Like i told you before, i really believe there are cuter, prettier, smarter, quieter, shy-er!, sweeter, or even girls out there with better figure then you do, but truth is, you're the only one i wanna explore love with and not any others...
This may seem like a promise made at the spur of a moment but i hope time can prove that this is not the case.
Dear, thank for being such a great gf and i love you!
2 weeks down, 102 weeks more to hit our very first target!
`iRained
signing off at 7:54 AM
